Hyper drive

The joy of birthday invitations...
My daughter (Alora, 12yr old) has been on hyper drive since yesterday because she has a party to go to tonight. She gets to sleep over, go swimming, (which she does every day in our back yard, but it was still said with the zeal as if she had never been swimming before in her life) and apparently it's the most exciting thing to ever happen. I have never seen her so pumped up, I'm thinking of calling the school and keeping her on watch for a heart attack. In this way, I am happy the invitation was given only one day in advance. Not sure she could have waited a week without exploding.
So of course this sends us into a frenzy last night. We had to get a birthday present and Alora was in need of a new bathing suit. We go through them fast in Arizona, they start to deteriorate from chlorine before you grow out of them. Of course, her little sister (Adrianna, 7yr old) could not be left out of the mix and needed a swim suit as well. So after a couple hours of shopping, a coffee for mom, and one destroyed dressing room later...we make it out alive with two perfect swimming suits and a birthday gift. Wonders never cease.
Now if only I had had a tranquilizer to make her sleep last night :)

My mind is Blown!

BDSM folks. The topic of the day in my religion and sexuality class. Let me tell you, it's a crazy world out there.
I think it's awesome that there are places for folks to go that are into the S&M scene, where they can have there fantasies/desires played out in a safe (as safe as this can be anyway) manor.
 I had always imagined this dirty, cheap hotel where people often died because the "top" (pain giver) went to far. I do admit however, I am very naive in this area (less so after today) having not been very crazy adventurous in my life...yet anyway ;)  Sure, there are probably those problems around but not as prevalent as one would think.
They actually have places that host these get-togethers or clubs if you will.  They have very strict rules and have everyone register a safe word. The top and bottom have a detailed conversation about what the bottom is allowing, and the top must stop if the safe word is spoken. If these rules are broken they are black listed and shunned among the community. There are bouncers that enforce these rules and watch for ignored safe words.
After watching the video and seeing into there feelings of why they do this, I have to say, in the right situation (as mentioned above) I think (just my opinion) them getting there high and euphoria feeling from this natural endorphin release is safer and less harmful than doing drugs or alcohol. However, mix sex with a ton of random people into the party and that theory fly's out the window. That is very unsafe, risky business. This is not always the case though, some just want the pain given high.
Don't get me wrong, I could never participate in this kind of thing (top or bottom) It has simply opened my eyes to be less judgmental and more understanding of those who feel differently than I do.
Agree?
Disagree?
Questions?

Spontaneous

I am Not a spontaneous blogger. This will be my first post (because I am forcing myself) that I write and post when I'm finished. Usually...I keep it in the draft section to re-read a day or so later to make sure I still like it (I know, this is pathetic)

Without further adieu...Funny stuff!!!

This requires no caption...Laugh freely

 And when a zombie bites Cat Norris, he does not turn into a zombie, the zombie turns into Cat Norris

This game of catch the water balloon is INTENSE!

This makes me wish I lived where it snows

Once upon a dream

Had the craziest dream the other night. I was in a hospital getting some kind of treatment for a mental problem (not exactly sure what for) well a guy walks in to give me a shot, and I back up asking what its for. He tells me its a muscle relaxer and I try to tell him that I don't need/want it. I back up until I am in a corner and he gives me the shot forcefully. I remember feeling very alone, and not sure why I was there.
      I go to my abnormal psychology class the next day (odd class, which is probably why I'm having crazy dreams) and the instructor proceeds to tell us that she interprets dreams along with her therapist/teacher profession...and that gets me thinking. What on earth did my dream mean? Good ol' google came up with this for being injected with a needle
     Clearly, a syringe could be a phallic symbol so your dream may be saying that you need to inject more enthusiasm into your sex life. Similarly it may be telling you to inject more fun, determination or enthusiasm into your life. Injections imply healing and protection so this dream may be showing you ways to become more psychologically fit. If you are injecting drugs it can show that you are addicted to a behavior pattern that may need to be modified.
   Going to start the next paragraph by saying..I do not have a problem with injecting or any other form of drugs. Barring that, I would say I am enthusiastic and happy in my sex life. I think my life could use more fun. I do a lot of the typical go to school, come home, take care of kids, clean, chill out for awhile (nothing to exciting) sleep, rinse and repeat. I do have date nights with the hubby, those are awesome. So again, how much fun is "allowed" in ones life, and who determines this? I understand people have to work and be responsible.
  Maybe it's the determination, I am pretty lax about figuring out what I want to go to school for. I am getting good grades and getting the basic classes done. I am narrowing it down slowly though.
   The only true conclusion I can make of this, is my mind is warped and likes playing games on me. Yes...that must be it

Changing my Gender

In my profile I can have my gender as male, female, and not specified. I think I'm changing it to not specified. I think it will make me far more mysterious. But than again is gender really something you want to be mysterious about? Maybe..we shall see :)

And because this post is entirely to short...I leave you with this


                                                                          Unfortunately, I have felt this way far to many times

Volunteering for pain

I would not consider myself a masochist..but for the betterment of perfect strangers, I signed up to be a blood marrow donor.  In all seriousness, I would love to help save a life. Yes there is time and recovery involved. Yes, you either get put out and marrow taken from your hip or your blood filtered through a machine to separate what they need while putting the rest back in you. O.K. there is discomfort from some medication you have to take for a few days before the blood filtering procedure is done but hey...can we say keeping ourselves from "volunteering for pain" is worth it? Not when a life is in the balance.
I guess all I can think about is the pain and suffering of the ones dealing with the cancer. I have not had a personal experience with it or seen someone go through it. But I can only imagine what a horror chemotherapy is. Not to mention what the entire family is going through waiting for help to come for there loved one, imagining life without them.
So that answers it. I am glad to help, I just hope they find someone in need :)
Donor  <-----If your interested

My addiction

I know...addictions are suppose to be kept secret. (I have never conformed to anything though) So here it is. I am a YouTube junkie. I can sit and watch video after video of ridiculous things, from funny videos Fail Video to how to do it yourself videos. (I wont bore you with a link of those) I even watch the sad ones about child abuse and such, awareness and knowing what signs to look for is never a bad thing.
  I have learned what stupid things NOT to do..like jumping off of a house roof into a garbage can. However, I'm not sure I needed to see that to know better. Apparently some people are not aware of these things...so good job posters of YouTube, educating the world on the average stupidity of man kind. It's a dirty job but someones gotta do it...